Stupid ice breaker question that would be asked at a youth party

I was watching Grey's Anatomy last night cause it's my favorite show and there was this cute little girl who was in the er for all kinds of bad scrapes and bruises. Of course they think that her foster parents were abusing her, but that would be to obvious for such a great show like Grey's. It turns out the girl can't feel pain, she belives she has a super power and challenges kids to beat her up, and that's why she has so many injuries. Not feeling pain seems like a great super power but it almost kills her in the end. I feel pain every day, physical pain that is. I hate it and am as always wanting a way out, and when I heard that this was a real thing, where you can have a bad chromosone and not feel pain, I momentarily wished for it. But pain is only a way that our body tells us something is wrong, and without it well things could get ugly. It's good to remember that.
Anyway I wasn't trying to get deep here, so let's back up, if you could have any super power what would it be and why? There are so many to choose from, oh and you can be original too. I am not sure what I would pick. I tend to think that I would like to be like Violet from the Incredibles. It would be nice to be invisible when you want and the whole power field thing is super cool. Anyway what power would you want? and why?

Dressed in Red

Nestled in the memory of you
yearning for more
safe in the distance
tightly bound to framiliar

night sweats wrapped in
restless leg syndrome
drives me closer to
telling you

I must meet the place
where empty is welcomed
where clear is a beginning
waiting is hope

inching toward surrender
putting on the red dress
allowing my beauty to rest
on my own skin

you will know my love
when I know my own power
my own force
awakened

All Things Donald Miller

If you know me at all, you will know that I love all things created by Donald Miller. Who is Donald Miller you may ask? Only the best Christian author representing my generation of 30 something today. I fell in love with his first major novel Blue Like Jazz sometime last year and kept his book a best seller at the Borders I was working at because I bought a copy for anyone I thought might read it. It was powerful to me. I love Donald's writing so much that I just read his newest book which was written to men without fathers. I am not a man and I have a great father, but I am faithful and therefore I read To Own A Dragon. And the most interesting part of the book is that a girl with a great father got a ton out of this book.
I would have to say the most powerful part of the book is when Don is talking about his mentor John that he lived with. John had a young daughter who would prefer to eat chicken nuggets and French fries for every meal but because John and his wife had some sense and knew the child needed nutrients and more from food then chicken nuggets and French fries could give a growing child they insisted the child eat other foods. The little girl throws a temper tantrum and does not understand that her father is looking out for her and screams something to the extent of "why are you doing this to me?" Okay that is me. I have been screaming at God for a while "why are you doing this to me?" What seems painful is really him protecting me and knowing what is best. And sometimes we can't see pain for good, usually not till afterward. But this is where faith comes in and I have to believe that God is watching over me and knows more than me and knows what is good for me. Trust, oh that ugly word that I fight with often.
Thank you Donald for making me laugh very hard and also showing me a different perspective on God. Oh and Donald and some of his writer friends have this AWESOME online magazine that you have to check out. The articles and reviews are super great. I have enjoyed ever article that I have read so far. Burnside Writers Collective
Check it out. Let me know what you think. Oh and if you haven't read Blue Like Jazz , READ IT! And if you know me and need to borrow a copy I have some to loan.

Cutest Baby Ever!

Words don't do any justice, Maya is the cutest baby ever!

Great Revelation Escaped

Have you ever while reading a book thought wow that is an amazing point this author is putting across and you think about it for at least two days and you tell yourself "self I need to journal about this" or now I say "self I need to blog about this" but you don't want to lose momentum with the book so you keep reading and when you finish the book you can't remember any of the details that brought you great revelation. I remember the revelation but not the point that drove me to it. So now I must go back over it and reread it. I will blog about it soon I promise. I just think this is such a Jessica kind of thing, to read something and think of it as like changing and not remember what made me change my life 4 days later. Hmmmm
(oh and I also realize that the first sentence of this blog is abnormally long, and one may run out of breath if reading out loud, so please read it quietly)

Firstgiving - Detroit AIDS Walk

This year I am walking the Detroit Aids Walk on September 17th. Steppin Out is a non-profit organization commited to supporting the community in AIDS prevention and education. I am very excited about being a part of this great organization. If you would like to sponsor me you can either check out this webiste
Firstgiving - Detroit Aids Walk

or if you would like to sponsor me by cash or check please e-mail me. Thank you for your support towards fighting AIDS.

World Traveler

My brother asked my friend Elisse on her blog www.dailywage.wordpress.com what three countries she would like to add to her impressive list of 19 countries already visited. I haven't been to 19 countries, but I have been to quite a few and do have a list myself. My three top countries I would like to visit are

1. Spain, I think I dream about Spain, and who can resist a bull fighter?

2. Kenya, I would love to visit Africa and Kenya is the country I know most about and have heard most about, I am sure I would enjoy other countries in Africa as well.

3. Egypt, I almost moved to Egypt in college, long story. Anyway it is a dream for me to see the Pyramids and all the amazing artifacts oh and let us not forget the Nile.

And my three favorite countries that I already visited are (not exactly in order of preference)

1. Italy, what a beautiful country. The art in Florence was gorgeous, I loved Venice, very romantic and relaxed, and camping in Pisa was fun.

2. France, not only do I love the people, yes I love them (my family that lives there of course!) but ever since I visited the south of France when I was 9 I have day dreamed about moving there.


3. Germany, I lived there so I have to pick it. But really I loved Germany, it is so beautiful and the people are so great. I had my favorite Thanksgiving in Garmisch. I tookmy ski instructor down (literally, I ran over the poor girl, I have home videos of the exciting moment) and stayed in the most beautiful condo in the mountains. My family and I were very thankful for that vacation. I hope to visit Southern Bavaria soon.