So today is my day off. I mostly did nothing. Sometimes I feel guilt about doing nothing, actually I always feel guilty about doing nothing. I rationalize why it is okay, but I always go back to thinking I should be doing something productive. Today I cleaned my kitchen and worked on my knitting, but in my "must do" mindset I feel as if that wasn't enough. I could of done more. But then what is the point of a day off if I just did stuff all day? Hmmm. So I guess I will go on feeling guilty about not doing enough.
I am sooo homesick. I want so badly to be in Michigan on my friends boat, playing with her kids and then to go to my parents house and have an awesome meal with my parents and laugh at my dad's jokes and then go shopping with my mom and out for coffee with Mike. That sounds like the perfect day. So I am trying to make the best of my time here. I love my friends here, I wish I saw them more, had more energy and more time to do more things with them.
So that is what is on my mind today.
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