So I have been asking God some hard questions as of late. Mostly when God is my season of spring coming? It's been a hard place to be in to realize that it may not come during my life on earth. I have been struggling with that being a possibility. I sing at church that His Grace is enough, but sometimes it isn't. It isn't because I choose to not let it be enough. I guess we all want to step out of pain, not stand in it any longer that we have to. I have been thinking about Psalms 23, how it says
Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
And then the awesome phrase of goodness and mercy will follow all the days of our lives. I think I always focused on the goodness and mercy, but they are not necessarily seperate from walking in the valley of the shadow of death. He gives us goodness and mercy and comfort while we walk through the valley. I am learning to lean of him and enjoy his goodness in the midst of trials. So my spring may never come, but I am trying to live for every moment of goodness and mercy. Sometimes we look to much ahead and miss his goodness now. He is good now! Know that his goodness endures forever!
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